I kind of just feel alone with the whole family drama like even though Keren is always there for me through thick and thin she hasn’t lived my situation I mean yeah with her older brother but that shit is different, regardless I feel like no one truly understands what I’m going through. I really miss you Robert, you were what i looked forward to on weekends and talking to you in our morning walks to school our conversations about each others feelings, you’ve only been gone for two days but that us more than enough for me to ball my eyes out like a newborn and to realize that you are the best older brother anyone can ever have. I need you I feel selfish but I don’t want you to leave me you are my rock but I have to let you go you have to grow up I’m really sorry I love you Robert and I just wanted you to know that no matter what I am proud even though I miss you like crazy. Even though you won’t see this but if somehow you get my Tumblr someday you will see this and know how I feel or felt.
(Source: synodik, via catchmeunderground)
